After so long...

I know, I've abandoned my blog for quite a long time. I wonder and I'm curious to know that how many of you notice my disappearance. Anyone of you start to miss me?? I hope its not too late to wish Happy New Year 2010.

Now, what should I start with? Some of you may know that my beloved dad, Hj Abg Ali Bin Haji Abang Suhaili passed away. To tell the truth I still can't believe that he is not here with us. I still cry daily as I miss him dearly. Its hard when someone that is close to you is no longer with you. He is always there when we need him. The hardest part is when we are in the car or driving, we can just burst into tears. Usually at night, he always bring us out, talking about stuffs and I miss that. Now, I have no one to talk about political things or argue about small little stuffs, or been pampered by him. He always worried about his children and his wife, asking us whether we already ate, pressuring mum to text us up whereabouts us when we go out. I miss his jokes, his annoying questions and I would trade anything just to get all that back. I feel so empty sometimes, so lost, so sad. I feel like I am turning around and around in circles. Everything and everyone reminds me of Dad. I wish I could tell Dad one more time how much I miss him and wish he was here. He was the greatest dad. I think that if I stop thinking about Dad all the time that I will forget what he looked like, the sound of his voice. My tears are falling but don't know where to go. I have been my Daddy's little girl all my life.

Now, I have a big responsibility towards my siblings. I need to study hard to fulfill the dreams that he had for me. Anyway, tomorrow I will be going back to hostel cos our second semester will start on Monday. How i wish there is a university in KB so that I don't have to live in hostel as I can look after my siblings. I already packed my stuffs but I don't know whether it is enough or not. Oh, that remind me I haven't get my hostel key yet, my mum will be picking up for me since she will be going to Bandar later.

I'm gonna stop now...

Alone

Assalamualaikum..

My weekend was great!how bout u guys? I went to Kuching with my sisters for 4 days. It was fun and i totally enjoyed every single days. Our parents didn't able to come cos mum holiday been disapprove. At first, we wanted to cancel it cos tinggal di sana without our parents? membari ijab kali aa, but mum ckp ksian jua durang mcm berharap, so we went there. Luckily everything went okay walaupun kami nda betidor, mcm takut wa kan tidor..Hahaha..but the best thing disana, me and my siblings spent time together brabis. We went shopping there with our grandpa. Berabis kana dulur lah..Hehe..Sweet my grandpa. I think maybe pasal it's our first time kesana without our parents and he want things to go well and it did.

Disana, everytime i received text, my mum called and gitahu sapa text cos I didnt bring my handphone. Balik-balik jua lah kana tipon and thanks to my bro cos helped me with everything. Jgn jara aa~~

I'm supposed to study right but mood 'M' melanda~~My first paper would be on the first day of exam which is on Sunday..Au ahad~~Nda pernah-pernah kan..Weird kan..Below are my exam timetable for this semester~~

22nd November: Inclusive Education
23rd November: CT: Math 3
24th November: Asas Seni Tampak
30th November: Science
3rd December: Ilmu Bahasa Lanjutan

Stress berabis memikirkan the 3 days in a row punya exam aa..but alhamdulilah semuanya petang..Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hamba mu ini..I have been revising my art tadi and translating all the words to malay. Kepisan banar-banar tapikan i enjoyed it. Anyway I'm in hostel right now, just went back yesterday. I couldn't study at home cos lalai liat ceta ja memanjang.. Siok-siok ceta masa ani ah..Urm kamu-kamu, kamu ada study habits? I just found out my study habits masa ari atu. I need to munch on something if i want to study and i need my magic pen to write down informations in colour~~I believe everyone have their own study habits.

That's it I guess.

Can't wait

I can't wait for Saturday. I really want to have a vacation before I start doing my revision. On Saturday, we will be submitting our Mathematics assignment and Art Portfolio. So far my drawings are 80% done AND 20% more to go. I need to redraw my sketches again, but alhamdulilah the big project is done. I manage to do 5 big projects as I can't think what to draw again. Meanwhile my Mathematics assignment was half way done. It was hard and i don't have the mood to do it~

My last weekend was a blast. I got to spent time with my bestie, Eva and Manisha. It was fantastic despite I had loads of assignment waiting for me to be done. This week, I didn't sleep at hostel as I don't feel like it. I have to drive at 5 in the morning alone since I prefer to arrive at hostel before 7. Hehe..We also managed to take pictures together~





Later, we will be sleeping at Mena's house. This will be the last sleepover for this semester. We've been sleeping there particularly since week 2 or 3 to discuss our MIB and Science. We had fun. The most memorable memories was when we surprised Mumui birthday. She didn't have any clue at all and that's the fun part~~

I'm waiting for Eyan to pick me up to go to Mena's house. I hope she didn't forget me..That's all for now~

Things to be done

I can't sleep, it is 3 in the morning. I seriously need some sleep. Many assignments need to be done by this Monday, the IBL report, the art portfolio, MIB essay and need to do some revision for IBL test. I hope i will be able to finish everything by Sunday.

That's all for now, im going to do some painting again~~

More than 16 days

Salam and Hello!:)

I haven't posted stuff up cause I've been busy with uni,friends and life. There is so much work to be done, which is absolutely lovely...*screams into a pillow*

I have reached the level where I can't do nothing but smile and laugh about it.Hahahaha..I hope I have a great weekend and I do intend to do some proper work.like,hard core work.

Shoutout to Mumui: Happy Birthday Dear~~Sorry for the surprise birthday party but I do hope you enjoyed it. It was hard for me to keep it as a secret but it was a success.Gotcha~~Mui, you always know how to cheer me up, and you always have the right things to say.May Allah give u lots of joys and happy moments. I only wish the best for you. Amin.

The birthday girl~

Will update more later~~

First Post

6 October 2009, I decided to start blogging today. The reasons why i want to blog because I just want to keep track of everything and express my feelings and at the same time my parents will know what I’m doing since this semester I seldom went back home and even if i did by the time I reached home I’m exhausted and hit the bed. So this is one way where they can know what my everyday life is. They do understand my situations and that make me really grateful for that.

Yesterday, I went to saloon to cut my hair and end up curling it. Honestly, I’m not satisfied and somewhere deep in my heart I felt regret cause before I cut my hair, I took a picture for a before and after shot and guess what, I look good, haha! Do you realize that everytime you want to cut your hair, it will look superb? In my case, that always happen and I told my babah about my feelings and he said “Yatah tu, nampak nda bsyukur, sudah rambut straight kan dikeriting ane udah keriting kan distraight kan lagi balik” Hahah. Ouch*

Before

After

Anyhow, I believe that this semester is really hectic for me and I wonder if my friends feel the same way like I did.
I'm guessing the MIB thingy may be the cause of this situation. Right now, I’m doing my frog assignment which needs to be submitted this Thursday which means today I will be sleeping late as usual.

I guess that’s end my first post for today. “Appreciate little things that come to your way”